2day is my day..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ME...!!!

hee..

21 March 1990 ari kelahiran aku..

pkol 11.32a.m pda ari rabu..

i wish my life will b change after dis..

coz da msuk alam 20an..hee..

adooii..

da tua da..kne pkir duit,aset peribadi n kawen..

haha..kawen 2 lme lg..xnk pkir..hdup sorg bru best..

hee..hmm..sory 2 all my friends klau ad yg call aku xdpat 2..

coz aku skrg xgne sgt r hp..mlas oh..huu..

sorry ya..hm..

on my birthday plan nk dok umah jer..tgok r klau2 ad plan baru ker..

adoyai..mcm boring r thun ni..nway..

thnks 2 all my friends yg wish 2..

yg xknal pon thnks la jgak..

hee..

thnks yaa..!!

luv u all.. =)

Almost 21 MARCH 2010

hye2..hee..

skit je lg 21 MARCH 2010..

nape??

tarikh kelahiran aku didunia ini..

haha..

hmm..ape yg harap utk taun ni??

aku just hrap kwan2 aku sehat2 n gmbira slalu..

n aku hrap sume kwan2 aku berada di sisi aku..

means aku xnk ilang 1 of my friends..

especially my BFF..

xsanggup ilang akunye BFF..

hm..adiah yg aku nk utk birthday thun ni lak..

hee..

(1)MEET MY BFF

(2)MYVi SE

(3)hp baru (lme nye da jhanam!!)

(4)new GF..hahaha.. xD

(5)beg baru..

(6)new laptop

(7)mp4 (teringat mp4 aku mse skola dlu..kne rembat!!!!!)

(8)MOST IMPORTANT : NoSheena Hasmudin bole maafkan aku..

dat will b the greatest birthday present ever.. ='(

tp ape yg aku list sume 2 aku xharap sgt2..

klau ad org nk bg ALHAMDULILLAH.........

hee..

org ckap rezeki jgn ditolak..haha..

plan on 21 MARCH 2010 t lak xder wild party k..

thun niy xbuat..(mcm thun lpas2 ad lak)

beza last year  n dis year nye birthday lak..

last year aku sambut berdua..

n dis year aku smbut sorg2..waaaa!!!!!!

hahaha..

xder plan pape pon..dok umah jer kot..

sape2 nk dtg mlawat aku dtg r..coz aku comfirm ad kt umah..

coz da 3mggu lbih xbalek umah..

hahaha..

comfirm kne kuarintin..hee..

i wish dis year will b btter than last year..

tp mcm taun ni nye bosan je oh..hee..

coz last year nye hppening giler..

hmmm....

xkesah r..life must go on..

even u r alone..

rite..?? hee..

can't wait till 21 MARCH 2010..

hahaha..

i wonders what will i get on dat day..hee..

just wait n c....

=)

p/s : Sheena.............im sorry coz im hurting ur heart..

i'll fix it..i promise!!

='(

mse utk membawa diri..

almost sebulan aku mnghilangkan diri..

bkan dgn kwan2 je..

tp dgan fmily skali..

aku mmbawa diri bkn sbb ad msalah ngan fmily..

kwan2 pon bkan..

tp..

aku ad msalah ngan diri aku sndri..

bila bersendiri, aku rse kurg mnyusahkan org skeliling aku..

tp slpas hmpir sbulan aku hilang..aku tersedar..

aku dah mnyusahkan seseorg..

aku silap....

hmpir sbulan mncari ketenangan..

tenangkah aku..??

hnye aku yg rse..

aku bkan lari dari msalah..

 malah, aku dpat mnyelesaikan bbrapa msalah..

tp aku silap..silap sama skali..

mnyepi tiba2..mmbuatkan aku hmpir khilangan kwan baik aku..

xpernah terlintas difikiran aku nk sakitkan ati dier..

rse bersalah..mmbuat aku termenung..

sedih atas ksilapan aku buat..

MAAF..

perkataan itu sja yg mmpu aku luahkan..

hnya skadar perkataan..

aku xmmpu buat ape2 utk mnebus sume ksilapan aku..

hnya ucapan MAAF..

aku sedar sume ksilapan aku..

terserah..aku trima ape jua kputusanmu..

aku sedar aku bkanlah seorang kwan yg baik..

n "i told u already...

im not ur the best bff..

xlayak pon..

n IM SORRY.....!"

i just need a time..

terlalu byk dugaan dberi olehNYA..

aku reda..trima semua dugaan yg diberi..

kni aku rse lebih slesa jka aku mnyendiri..
mse yg ssuai utk mmbawa dri...
=')

my friends..

My friend when I think of u..

I think of all dat we've been through..

All the times we argue n fight..

I know deep inside dat it isn't right..

I, then feel bad n alot of PAIN..

It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain..

I LOVE u dear friends wit all of my heart..

But now dat u're gone I've fallen apart..

Im getting better as the days go by..

I wish sumtimes dis was all a big lie..

I pray to u evry nite..

It's like u're my fire, a burning light..

My DEAR FRIENDS, I MISS U A LOT..

I still wonder y u were put in dat spot.

I noe u're in a place much btter than here..

Watching \n helping me wit all of my fear..

Our Friendship My Dear Friends..

We will hve to the end..

Friends til the end is what we will be..

Someday we'll be together..

together u n me..

='(