Perginya Seseorang Bernama SAHABAT...................

Hye..

ariniy merupakan ari tersedih aku yg ke-2..

coz seorang kwan baik aku telah pergi tggalkan family & kawan2 utk slama-lamanya..

MUHAMMAD ZHARFAN B HAMDAN

1 Januari 1990 - 29 Januari 2010

anak 1st dari 2 org adik bradik..

nme panggilan Along,zharfan,zhaf..

(xtau r klau ad nme len)

study kt Politeknik Terengganu..

spatutnye arwah skrg praktikal kt AU1 slama 6bulan..

tp ALLAH lbih sygkan arwah..

baru 3mggu praktikal..

pergi slama-lamanya..

aku knal arwah since aku darjah 1..

kt Sekolah Kebangsaan Batu 3 1/2 Cheras..

da tukar nme ke Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Cheras..

dier mrupakan kwan aku yg pertama mse aku msuk skola 2..

smpai r skrg ktorg berkawan..

mse skola menengah dier msuk high skool setapak..

then die msuk skolah menengah seri tasik..

(klau xsilap r)

mse aku jd penggangur dlu dier r slalu lpak ngan aku smpai tgah mlam.

g mne2 bersama..

walaupn g kdai..

tp skrg tinggal aku dan aju (sorg lg kwan baik aku)

ktorg slalu g mne2 bertiga..3 sekawan..skrg berdua..

mmg rase sgt2 kehilangan arwah..

mlam kjadian..

aku dpat call dari aju..mle2 xcaye..

then pas dier maki aku aku baru r aku caye..

tgah2 kje aku redah alek umah..

mlam 2 aku grak g umah dier dgan prasaan yg srabut n mcm org gile..

mmg aku xdpat trima hakikat..

kwan yg slalu teman aku lpak smasa aku menganggur..

pergi utk slama-lamanya..

pgi esk 2(30 Jan 2010) aku g blik myat kt HUKM tgok arwah..

pgi2 aku ngan aju da smpai.

antara kwan dier yg dpat tgok jnazah arwah hnye aku n aju je..

yg len xsempat da..pastu dorg da wat bedah siasat..

so da xleh tgok r..

saat2 mlihat jnazah, aku n aju xdpat kawal prasaan..

tgok sorg kwan baik yg slalu lpak bersama trbujur kt dlam peti myat..

xsmpai 5mnit aku n aju dlam blik myat 2..

ktorg trus kuar..xsanggup tgok arwah..

gugurnya air mata seorg lelaki bila pemergian seorg shabat yg xdi sangka akan pergi tggalkan kita..

hiba,sebak n mcm2 prasaan aku rase..

xdpat trima knyataan..

pas kne nasihat, aku rse aku leh trima pemergian arwah..

smoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat......

ktorg ttap ingat ko..

aku xkan lupekan ko smpai biler2..

papepon kte yg masih hdup msti truskan hdup..

AL-FATIHAH untuk arwah..

AL_FATIHAH...........

niy gmbar2 arwah ngan aku n aju..

WE'LL MISS YOU ALONG....

(T_T)


p/s : sheena said "be strong fahmi..doakan utk dier.."
yup..
i'll try 2 b strong..but i'll nver ever 4get u along..
thnks 2 sheena..

i'm working rite now.. =D

Hye...

finally aku da start kje..haha..

alhamdulillah...

almost 2months aku tnam anggur..kje gak aku..

hee..ske giler..n bersyukur.....

pasni xde larh bapak aku nk bsing2 lg kt aku..

haha..aku pon da 85% sehat dari dmam..

doc aku pon da bg green light utk aku kje..

syukur2...huu..

aku kje aper..? hee..

kje biase jer..haha..jnji halal lorh....

kje aku g jmp client je..marketing nye bdak r..

4 cmpny 'Adfinity Consultant'..

aku dpt dri kwan2 aku yg susah same2 n snang sme2..

dats what we call TRUE FRIENDS..

i'm proud b ur friends guys..hee..

aku sayang korg..!!

spe org 2 aku xleh bgtau..TOP SECRET..

hee..sory..ni diatas prmintaan dorg..

alhamdulillah..ad gak kwan yg ingat aku..

cter sbnarnye cmni..aku xplan pon kje ngan dorg..

aku dpt offer from tmpt kje aku dlu..

as a management trainee..

smlm (24th Jan 2010) dorg call aku ajk lpak..

aku g r join..skali dorg offer lak aku kje marketing niy..

aku speechless kjap..agak terkejut r..

xsmpai ati lak nk reject..haha..

ngan nekad nye aku accept job 2..

pastu dorg trus ajk g jmp sum1 lak..nk jd cter aku trus kje gak r aritu..

g jmp client..(ari ahad kot!!)

tp xpe r..dorg da tlong aku..syg gak dorg kt aku..

aku appreciate sgat2..jsamu akan ku knang..

waahhh..!! hahaha..

da2..cter pnjang xgne gak..

da kje niy myb aku bz skit r..

so kurg r pasniy nk lyan facebook,myspace n update blog..

hee..da kje an..mmber bg lak..so aku kna r bg 100% commitment on dis job..

klau ad spe2 nk cter business just call me k..hahaha..

so keep in touch ya..! daa..!

=D

p/s: actually, mmber aku yg tlong bg job 2 lbih dari sorg..

2 yg aku gne 'dia orang' short form 'dorg'..hee..thnks 2 all my friends..luv u all..!!!

giler ahh...!

hye2..

mcm biase r aku..

sakit..sakit..sakit..

aku antibodi lmah..2 yg slalu dmam 2..

kdang2 leh wat aku stress gak..ngee...

xbest giler r dmam time skrg..

bru je start hdup baru n baru jer msuk thun baru..

da dmam truk..

msuk arini (19 Jan 2010) aku da 2mnggu dmm..

klai niy pling truk dlm hdup aku..

da dmm+btuk+muntah2 n xleh tdo..

mmg sejarah r kali niy..

da r esk org da pnggil dtg kje..

sangai tol r..!!

tp nk wat cmne..redha je r..

ni sume ujian drpd NYA..

so trima je r..huu...

tp mmg stress giler r..

serabut pale dibuatnye..

esk da nk kje..tp dmam xsehat2 lg..lg truk ad r..

hmmm...sbar je r..

nk x nk esk aku kne msuk kje gak..

coz last week aku da hold da..hee..

skrg niy ape yg pnting??

mkn ubat..haha..sangai tol..

k r..tah aper lg kerenah aku psni..

hee..soo keep intouch wit me k..

daa... =D

p/s : miss sum1..(T_T)

A BEST FRIEND

A best friend

is always there

whether you need advice,

or a pep talk,

or even a shoulder to cry on.

A best friend

listens with her heart

and is always honest with you,

even though the truth

may not be

what you want to hear.

A best friend

knows all your secrets,

understands your fears

shares your dreams.

A best friend

never stop believing in you

even if you give up

on yourself.

you are that kind of friend

to me.

and no matter what happens,

you always will be.

You are my BEST FRIEND......

MY FOREVER FRIEND..!

Poems 4 FRIENDS....

When you are sad,

and you feel you can't go on.

Tear well inyour eyes

and the pain is so strong.

So far from your friends,

and you're all on your own.

No-one to run to,

So very alone.

When all seems so useless,

and you can't take anymore.

As you put on your coat,

and head for the door.

Remember..........

I was there once,

lost, all alone

You can cry in my ear,

Just pick up the phone.

When you are lonely and feeling so blue

Someone is thinking...thinking of you

dedicated dis poems 2 my best friends SHEENA.... =)

FRIENDS......

Friendship is something to hold on to

 But for me that's not the case

Cause I don't feel I need tp keep

Something that can't be erased

I am sure of what I have

Cause with you I have no doubt

For what we've built,can't ever fail

It's what I care about

I find it hard to describe

This thing that we share

Especially when there's nothing else

That ever could compare

Others always know

That together we will be

For there can never be another

"Tani and Kerrie"

Those two words, known all over

Might as well be one

Cause without a Kerrie, there is no Tani

I'm sorry, it just can't be done

For you're the "U", and I'm the "S"

And forever that will be

Cause together we make "US", and so

YOU COMPLETE ME..!!

i cry when c u crying..

aaarrgghhh..!!

hate dis feeling..

arini aku ttbe je rse sedih..coz 1 of my bestfriend cry..

n she doesn't told me dat she's cry..

aku niy da r sensitive..ttbe lak touching lbih mlm niy..

actually, aku pling xske tgok org sedih2..

especially my BESTFRIEND n MY FAMILY..

dis day,aku dapt tau yg kwan baik aku dlam dunia niy nangis..

i thought u r strong person..

tp nk wat cmne..kite sume mnusia yg berperasaan..

normal lah kan..

hmm,i hope u r not cry again..

aku bkan mrah dier nangis..

tp 2 r die..die ckap die xnangis..aku ttbe je rse berslah..

coz aku rse aku xdpat tlong kwan baik aku yg dlam ksusahan..

hee..skeras2 ati mu ad gak lembut nye kan..

n i want u know dat i always bhind u dear..

i'll support u 101% in watever u do.. ;)

hmm..aku pling xske tgok org sedih2..

aku ske org hppy2 n ceria je..

stiap mnusia ad msalah..klau mnusia 2 xde msalah die xnormal r..hee..

k lor..aku pon xsehat alek niy..

bru je baik dmam 4ari lpas..

da dmam alek..esok lak kne g jmp doctor..

abg aku yg 1st bwak..(kne pkse sbnarnye)

coz last time aku dmam aku x g klinik n telan 1 ubat pon..

poyo2 kuat r 2..skrg pdan muke aku..hee..

dats all lah..so just keep in touch wit me k..??

xder mood r..sory..

p/s : b strong..!! chill beb..i know ur strong person..just tell me when u r sad k.. =(

 past is past..yup..it's easy 2 says..but whatever hppend u must accept it with a open heart..

luv u n miss u dear.. =)

new friend in 2010..!!

hyte...!!

my new life started like wat i've plan..

haha..

actually i want introduce 2 u (who's 4low my blog)

klau ad org tgok..haha..

ok2..lets start again..i want introduce my new friend in 2010..=P

sbnar nye dier niy AWEK kpd mmber aku..

haha..ktorg start merepek2 n mengutuk dlam facebook r..

name dier .....

errr...xtau sgat r..haha..

aku check dlm FB die tulis NOR EDAYAH..(sory)

haha..aku pggil dier yaya je..

dier niy GEMOK+baik+GILE+kdang2 msuk air gak..

mmg sesuai r ngan bf die..haha..xD

dis is her picture..

ni lah mnusia yg nme NOR EDAYAH..

=P

actually ad gmbar yg lbih sopan..tp aku sje rembat gmbar niy..

nk bg dier malu..haha..(pdan muke ko gemok)

hey2..dier da berpunyer k..

bf dier lak nme AHMAD MUSTAQIM..

mustaqim niy mmber aku mse dlam collge..

leh kate bestfriend gak r..

niy lak gmbar bahagia dorg..huu..

niy lah dua org gemok..haha..

gemok kah dorg..??

mmg gemok..!

pic niy mse mlam new year..

loc: dtaran merdka..

aku hrap dorg bhagia n hppy2 slalu..

wlaupon korg gmok tp aku tau korg hppy..

gemok itu hppy..!! hee..

hope korg kawen..haha..

coz aku xsbar2 nk mkan lobster besar time korg kawen t..

&& aku nk table pling dpan skali k..haha..

hmm..da xtau nk cter ape lg..

skrg aku pon bz..

mcm2 kne wat..

biasak r..

nk bina hdup baru..

so far so gud r..berjalan ngan lancar..hee..

alhamdulillah..

so tggu r ape lg aku nk mengarut pasniy..

hee..(like always)

soooo....

KEEP IN TOUCH ya..!!

=P

Sick..! Sick..! Sick..!!

waaa....!!

tension giler aku..

bru msuk thun bru (2010) aku da start DEMAM..!

xbest giler..

2 r..slah aku jgak..

mse new year aritu celebrate melampau sgat kot..

smpai xtdo 2hari..haha..! =P

ckup arini (ahad-10/1/2010) aku dmam da smggu..

wahaha..!! lme nye..

niy pon xbaik2 lg..tension..!

lg2 biler hingus niy asyik meronta-ronta nk kluar jer..

hahaha..! =P

ari2 dok umah..xleh wat pe..online je kje..

nk start keje xleh..

dorg sruh rest dlu..

haiz..time aku semangat nk kje niy dorg sruh rest lak..

time aku mlas nk kje ad je yg sruh aku rest..

mnusia2.......

hee..

penyakit2 yg aku alami skrg.....

fever + cough + FLU + dizzy = kemalasan melanda..

haha..

hope i'll get well soon..

nk keje...!!!!!!!!

wish all da best 4 k..?

hee..

hope spe2 yg bace blog aku yg boring niy(hee) pon succes dlam hdup..

so like always..hee..(luv 2 say dis)

KEEP IN TOUCH YAA...?!!

 =)

p/s:gudluck in ur life sheena..i know u can do it..! dun gve up..!!!

i on ur back..hee..luv n miss u dear..! ;)

NEW YEAR = NEW LIFE..!!

Happy New Year 2010....!!!  = )

hye2..da 2010 da kan2..?? hee..to me new year = new life..
so azam aku thun 2010 niy adalah utk mmbina hdup baru..means new born of me..haha..
2010 is new 'FAHMI' k..no more 'FAHMI' yg dulu..nk tau 'FAHMI' yg dulu..?? haha..
ok..sifat2 'FAHMI' yg dlu (yg aku perasan je r) :


>> kuat merajuk..
>>pentingkan kwan dari diri sendiri..
>> LOSER
>> pemalas (wat assigment r slalu) = P
>> suke mmbazir..
>> enjoy slalu..


dah2..korg suke lak bace keburukan aku an..??!!! so tahun yg baru niy aku berazam..!! nk buang sume sifat2 yg dulu..insyaallah..wish me luck k..!


klau korg tanye ape plan aku thun 2010 niy ape aku nk wat, aku dah list kan kt dlm kertas yg aku ltak dlam 'memory box' aku yg warna merah kt umah 2..hee..
dis is my plan 4 2010..


>> bina hdup baru yg MENGGEMBIRAKAN...!!!!!!
>> keje..keje..keje..
>> keep my own pocket money (slalu pow fmily jer..hee..)
>> further my study..insyaallah....
>> klau xjd study aku akan kjer smpai LEBAM
>> klau aku da stabil(kaya-raya), i wish 2 buy my parents a car..huu..hopefully..
>> myb in MAY i'll go 2 LABUAN..haha..vacation wit my friends & meets all my friends at labuan
>> hohoho..most important..stop smoking b4 u get lung cancer..hahaha..


actually ad lg..sory..xleh bgtau yg len..TOP SECRET..haha..byak kan plan aku taun niy..
xtau larh klau ad yg tercapai ke x..hope dpat archieve 1 pon ok what..berharap sgat2 dow..
so dat all 4 dis topic..n i wish u all HAPPY NEW YEAR..hope ape yg korg idam2 kan 2 dpt r thun niy..huu..care ur life..appreciate it..bcos ur life is PRICELESS..!!
???????????? haha..merapu meraban jer..
so KEEP IN TOUCH GUYS..!!!


p/s : aku selit2 gmbar aku & mmber aku mse kuar new year smpai pkul 6.30 a.m..haha..gmbr2 niy sume kt dataran merdeka..

Amaran keras..!! jgan tunjuk isyarat ini..!!

haha..

kami yg sudah kebosanan dmalam new year..